Chapter 143 – Attractor-Field: e=mc2 of GOD!

Chapter 143

Attractor-Field

e=mc2 of GOD!

 

In a way Paul and the artichoke, the lesbian (previous chapter 142) women he kind of didn’t chose to marry, yet was married once to, were the same: DISHONEST!

Artichoke brought up two children, she wasn’t the mother of, yet her husband was the father of, yet the father of the children, was also her father, thus she had to take care of the grandchildren of her, by her daughter being the mother, and the father, the violating aggression in his drunken state.. was WHO? No one. Nobody. He.. whatnot SMITH he had been, brought not the name, she willingly adopted for herself: McCormack. She copied it quickly, without spelling it right. McCormick, the famous sauce-soup maker. She.. spelled it out, the way she was to, yet he, Paul, never knew. Then, she speculated by the money he brought into the house. Millions of US American dollars.

Silke saw the story. Once she looked. Silke was never ever allowing to wish to look into another ones thoughts, of life, yet Paul begged her to do so! PAUL BEGGED HER to look and to help him to be A HAPPY MAN. She got the “happy man” and she knew “happy means a good relationship” so she wrote and addressed him to be a good man to his women! – Never, she thought at the time it had been her, not the artichoke. A thought crossed, not passed, his mind: why is she even writing to me? —- She never doubted THE LOVE SHE FELT EMANATING FROM AND THROUGH  PAUL, thus she knew Paul is a good man! He ought to be by me and with help he will achieve to be himself! Good for him and.. her. – Silke – never thought it had been her! She was her, the LOVE OF PAUL’S LIFE! Paul.. was to learn to bring about his thought to MANIFEST! Learning how to ASK the GOD how to do. Silke brought the wish to be of MANIFESTING over a very long time, and she helped “herself” in wishing, and re-wishing, and re-naming, and amplifying the wish and to further herself to even more wish and to MANIFEST via the speech of WRITING it down.

Paul is a good man! He ought to be by me and with help he will achieve to be himself!

Paul was to marry her, long time ago. He never spoke up. He never .. taught himself, nothing. Over decades or more.. SILKE BROUGHT PAUL TO SPEEK! To himself, not to her. Over time, a year of intense work for him, Paul, he was now allowed to talk to her in his head, from moment to moment. The vision, she, Silke, gets is: NOW HE DID IT, NOW YOU MAY DO IT! – So TOGETHER WE BROUGHT IT INTO THE FIELD OF e=mc2 (Albert Einstein).

The vision, Paul, never told her, and she is wishing to tell her EVERYTHING! is, that the view of LOVE is ENERGETIC, and thus in order for her to be happy, he has to read her in the field, her mind, her body, her emotions, her physicality and the way he wishes to make her happy: he has to perfectly know what she needs, likes (dislikes) in order to be the MAN, the husband, the LOVER of INFINITE. Thus, he can not only read her, he can also talk through her. In her heart, the banging she experiences now is not hers, it’s “his”, by not living up to his wish to be with her in the physical, to be married and happy. They are separate. Those are separate the love Silke is and has: Silke and her husbands. Why talking.. Why ….

Because she is speaking it out, to “you”. ATTRACTOR FIELD is the way you bang. Attractor field is the wish in her for you to get to LOVE. Attractor field is what Paul brought once to himself being by another not person, but artichoke, someone who inherently was dishonest, mistrusting and not reliable. Paul, had not been speaking out his love to his wife, the ONE HE LOVES and always LOVES, Silke. He bought himself a Porsche, then he spend the time to investigate, what other car SHE likes, since she had and was the only person in the Glenwood neighborhood who didn’t turned around to look at “him” in his car. He spend immeasurable amounts of moments thinking and talking to her in his emotions and via his mind. He never had done in person, until one day:

She came to his house. Invited by her new girlfriend the artichoke, she spend a minute or 60 at his dinner table. Paul leading the table on one end, Silke spending time to observe on the other end. Artichoke talking. Paul… SILKE LOOKED and read him. Silke cares. It took not one second that Paul saw: SHE IS ….

My savior!

Completely unaware of himself he gobbled the red wine into his longing body. She saw: UNHAPPY! Nervous about life and not at ease… poor husband!